Mandy

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:19:27 GMT

I'm getting married in FOUR days!!! IM so excited then off to acapulco i gooooo!! I love Curty! =)

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 05:05:57 GMT

Okay so I haven't updated in forever, but I'm so excited I must tell the world! As of Valentines Day, uh hum.... I am ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEE To the love of my life!!! I'm so excited! Yipee!!

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 04:41:16 GMT

Isn't this just the cutest picture ever?! hehe Well I think so! =) Time for bed now I must try to make myself wake up early and go to the gym! Lord give me strength. Chow

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 22:28:16 GMT

. =)

My new HAIR!

My new hair again:)

Me and Curty

HUGE picture of me and Curt

Sorry I don't know how to downsize hehe!=)

Curtis=)

I Stole this from Jenn!! =)

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 03:12:38 GMT

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	Never
Last Alcoholic Drink:	Don't think ever
Last Car Ride:	This morning
Last Kiss:	Last night
Last Good Cry:	About a month ago
Last Library Book:	"Holly" by Jude Deveraux
Last book bought:	Something by Nora Roberts
Last Book Read:	Holly
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	IRobot
Last Movie Rented:	Can't remember it's been forever
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	umm Butt?? ;)
Last Beverage Drank:	Water
Last Food Consumed:	Pizza
Last Crush:	About 4 months ago
Last Phone Call:	Hmm Today- Jenny!
Last TV Show Watched:	Newlyweds
Last Time Showered:	This Morning
Last Shoes Worn:	My adidas- I went Bike Ridin!
Last CD Played:	Jason Mraz
Last Item Bought:	Charles Worthington Shampoo and Conditoner!
Last Download:	Don't know
Last Annoyance:	Cameron being bratty earlier today
Last Disappointment:	My friend not answering my text messages!
Last Soda Drank:	Today
Last Thing Written:	umm Probably something at work yesterday
Last Key Used:	Y
Last Words Spoken:	Hey How are you?!
Last Sleep:	Took a nap around 5
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	Hmm its been TOOO long I can't remember:(:(
Last Chair Sat In:	My little wood computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	www.myspace.com
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Wed, 21 Jul 2004 01:36:11 GMT

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Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	unique

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Fri, 09 Jul 2004 00:42:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRKY!!!!!!

I really do miss you a ton and miss talking to you and hearing crazy stories and telling you all mine. I love you a lot and I REALLY hope that we will start talking a lot more because you are my bestest guy friend!!! And I hope your Birthday is really special and please for the sake of the children don't buy too much booze!

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 22:36:12 GMT

So my oldest sister Kim is getting married September 4th! They are probably getting married in a hotel that's about 45 minutes from my house. Which just happens to be the same hotel that the Shinning and Dumb and Dumber was filmed at!!! AND I get to be a bridesmaid! I have always wanted to be one!! AND I get to wear a pretty dress and get my hair done and my nails and toes painted!! Needless to say I'm stoked!

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 18:02:39 GMT

Why in life do all your cards come crashing down at the same time? I'll never understand. I'm sure it's God and he's trying to teach me a life lesson. Or show me the error of my ways. So in the end I know I'll be thankful for it and see the importance in it. But right now it's just so hard. I don't understand either why I read so much into things people say. I wish I didn't care so much sometimes. And could be the type of person who has people come in and out of my life on a regular basis without getting attached. I am excited to get involved in church. I want to try this small AG church near my house and start maybe getting involved in the youth group there or something as a leader. I don't know. I do know though that God has plans for my life and I need to stop focusing soooo much on other things and way more on him. Not that I need to cut the other things out at all or that I want them to go away, I just need to spend less time thinking about them. =)

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 21:09:27 GMT

I have FINALLY moved to town! Nothing better than Walmart 10 minutes away instead of 50!!! It's awesome I'm really enjoying it! And everyone in my family seems to be also. And there is NOTHING better than DSL! I've forgotten how much I've missed it! So hopefully we will have wireless network within the next week or so. That way I can actually use my laptop to be online instead of having to come into the basement! BASEMENT! Can you believe it! It's the first time in my life i've had a basement and 3 stories! I'm way too excitable I think. Now all I need is a job...

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 19:19:33 GMT

I need $850 by August 10th!!!! Do you think I can make it?! I PRAY I can!

What a GREAT conversation!

Thu, 13 May 2004 04:32:28 GMT

BaSsDaDdY90: I'm slim shady
worldxstatic: ewww
worldxstatic: my parents are sending me candy!
BaSsDaDdY90: sorry i was raping and chasing my mom
BaSsDaDdY90: really?
BaSsDaDdY90: did your sister tell you that?!
worldxstatic: hmm
worldxstatic: whats that mandy?
worldxstatic: no they told me....they didnt have many trick or treators
BaSsDaDdY90: im sorry mamma
BaSsDaDdY90: i didnt mean to make you cry
BaSsDaDdY90: but tonight im cleanin out my closet
worldxstatic: you were raping your mom?
BaSsDaDdY90: yeah! i think halloween is going out of style
BaSsDaDdY90: i was raping to her
BaSsDaDdY90: following her around
worldxstatic: i am so confused
BaSsDaDdY90: i just started again and she told me to be quiet
BaSsDaDdY90: lolol
BaSsDaDdY90: why?
worldxstatic: started again what
BaSsDaDdY90: raping
BaSsDaDdY90: again
BaSsDaDdY90: just now
worldxstatic: hmm
worldxstatic: raping or rapping??
BaSsDaDdY90: rapping??
BaSsDaDdY90: what the difference
BaSsDaDdY90: they say the same thing
BaSsDaDdY90: im singing eminem to my mom
BaSsDaDdY90: and following her around
BaSsDaDdY90: okay
worldxstatic: hey mandy
BaSsDaDdY90: hi
BaSsDaDdY90: who is this?
worldxstatic: i think theres a big difference between raping and rapping
BaSsDaDdY90: ohhh
BaSsDaDdY90: wait
BaSsDaDdY90: lolololol
BaSsDaDdY90: sorry
BaSsDaDdY90: rapping

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 05:38:58 GMT

So I really was in a poem writing mood tonight.

Ode to a Dear Friend

Rachel Conrad was her name
She was never serious when it came to playing games
She talked with an accent that made people think "British"
And never seemed to stray far from being kiddish
She liked to twist balloons and did it very well
She sometimes would give boys "bedroom" eyes and try to put them under her spell
Just kidding thats Not Rachel at all
Thats not her personality, It's MINE, Yes I'm Mandy her dear friend that would always call
That's right I can't fool you
But wait this poem is about Rachel, like you already knew
So back on track about Rachel we shall speak
I wonder if Rachel would be able to climb Dante's peak?
Maybe one day she will Marry a Man
With deep blue eyes, dark lashes and a big hand
When that day comes you better believe
I'll be standing to the left of her with a bottle of Alieve
Just in case she get's a headache and needs some Meds
Dear Mandy will be right there with the goods to help her head
Oh my it looks like I'm off track again
Well, where shall I begin
Rachel is a dear friend who will always exist
And for the 17 years I've known her she has been hard to resist
Resist in a loving friendship sorta of way of course
No lesbo action here you dumb horse!
_______________________________________________________________

What is the Use?

Fruit mixed into every type of food is so common these days
But has anyone bothered to ask what motivates their ways
Lemon juice squeezed on every type of meat
Forget the paprika just add lime for heat!
Can you believe all the things fruit is found in
Apples mixed with salad right out of the bin
Doesn't anyone realize these flavors just don't mix?
Their reply no doubt would be "It's civilized taste that's not for hicks"
I wish upon a star I could change their minds
So I can enjoy a meal without worrying about hidden fruit of all kinds!
Strawberries in Ice cream I can accept
But raisins in stuffing I'm afraid I must reject
This poem may seem like a joke
But I am passionate about the issue so I'll end on this note
I'm convinced the world will see it my way
But until then I'll be picking fruit out of my food day after day

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 06:49:27 GMT

So I haven't practiced piano lately at all. Well I haven't practiced it on a daily basis since I moved to Colorado. But the other day I got inspired to sit down and play. And I went to play Canon which I knew by memory and couldn't play it!!! That made me very angry so I went on an hour long hunt for my sheet music to Canon and I found it. And now I vow to practice the piano daily! It's sooo annoying to have to re-read sheet music you used to know by memory and have trouble keep on beat because you forget the fingering for the piece. Oh wells I guess that will teach me. So have you ever wondered what life would be like if you had no feeling in your lips?? Kirk and I were discussing this one night. And I know the immediate reaction is to think about kissing. But kissing would be the least of my worries.

1. You would drool without knowing it.
2. You would talk funny.
3. You would look funny when you tried to talk.
4. You wouldn't know how far the fork or spoon was in your mouth.
5. Eating soup would never be the same.
6. You couldn't slurp anything very well.
7. Smiling would be a lot more work than necessary.
8. Playing the flute, Sax, clarinet, Harmonica, would be near impossible.
9. Whistling would be hard.
10.Kissing would be useless.

Okay I think I've gotten my point across. I'm going to go now before I list what would happen if you couldn't feel your ears or some other body part!

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 04:59:52 GMT

So i've been bored lately and I decided to mess about with pictures in photo shop and make them cool looking. Or at least different looking. =)

A picture I made to look like a painting!

Me and Willy

Me after the SOCO concert!

My house in Florida=)

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 23:23:40 GMT

I just found this poem my friend Rachel wrote for me when I graduated and she framed it. It's the cutest poem in the world and captures everything I am perfectly so I thought I'd share it with you. So here it is kids=)

Amanda Rae Marjama
"I once knew quite a nice girl named Mandy
She lived in Florida near the shore so sandy
She grew up in a small town called Winter Springs
Had lots of adventures and tried out many new things
She loved to shop and drink caramel fraps
She wasn't too great at swimming laps
She owned a white car shaped like an egg
That would slow right down if ever she sped
Cute punky boys own a place in her heart
She often stalked them, even in the grocery mart
Mandy had many strange things that she did
Such as talk about pichas and CAW at kids
She happened to have a slight obession with fruit
Like returning bananas and going corning to boot
And when she got angry, she's even been known
To shake her fist and curse your bones
She loved to make up the funniest of phrases
Each one different to match her crazes
Even though Mandy is Finnish as they come
She's also 1/16 Chinese and even speaks some
She liked to visit Starbucks almost every day
And check out the Beanery on the way
Mandy's a huge fan of anything punk
When NFG's on, she'd really get in a funk
She screamed and she danced and shook her head to and fro
And the people all around stopped and started at her, yo
This is the Mandy that I know and I love
She's everything and more than what I listed above
She's a silly and crazy and weird best friend
But that's why I'll stick by her to the very end!"
By: Rachel Conrad =)

Thu, 19 Feb 2004 04:12:58 GMT

What's with "baby making" sugar anyways? I really don't understand.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 05:42:41 GMT

I've been in such a different mood for the last two weeks. It's the type of mood where you don't feel like talking really because you don't feel like you have anything interesting to say. And you feel like you just keep repeating the same things you talk about day in and day out. So instead of getting over it and not feeling that way anymore I've been like dwelling on it and keeping to myself a lot more than usual. It's a very weird feeling for me but I think *hopefully* it will pass soon.

So in other news I'm really excited to see that Jesus movie Mel Gibson made. I think it's going to be an amazing portrayal of what happened and I think it will touch a lot of people. So I'm just excited to see how God's going to use it to move in the lives of his people!

Well...

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 05:11:31 GMT

I feel like talking and asking questions but I have no one to talk or ask questions with. So I decided just to write rhetorical ones. Oh wait! First, I saw a commercial I LOVE! It's quite possibly the best one I have ever seen in my entire life. It's that pepsi commercial where there is this girl talking about downloading music off the internet and how "There isn't anything anyone can do about it!" I just think that's so hilarious! I love when they have kids on commercials and script them to have major attitude.. Especially when it's about something like downloading music. I don't know why it just makes me laugh.
So tonight I was wondering why it's so different for someone to say "I love you" to a friend of the same sex than for someone to say it to a person of the opposite sex. I was watching One Tree Hill tonight and one of the characters said "I love you" to her boyfriend over the phone. But it was kinda like a friendly, I love you, be safe, can't wait to see you sorta thing and he was just like, "Yupp you too". But it was the first time she ever said anything like that and it wasn't a big deal at all. Which is sorta weird. But then I was thinking, well people say I love you to their friends all the time so why should it be different if you are dating someone. You can still love that person and care for them just like you would a friend even though you are more than friends. I know that it does mean more than just that but sometimes I wonder why it can't just be taken lightly for the time being. I don't know, I'm in a ponder things that really DON'T need pondering kind of mood I guess. Anyways I guess it's back to reading my book and sipping tea until someone I can talk to get's online.
OH YES! I am also VERY VERY sad because Kirk told me today that William Tell left Something Coporate... It's just such a sad thought to know when I go to another concert of theirs I won't be seeing William on stage, and getting that giddy, girly, extremely happy feeling knowing I might just meet him again:( That's enough to make me cry... Why do good things have to change?

Die Reality Shows, Die!

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 05:08:53 GMT

Tonight I was watching yet another reality show call Surreal Life. For those of you who aren't familiar, Surreal Life is where 6 celebrities live together for a month I think and their lives are filmed. Vanilla Ice is one of the celebrities on the show and tonight he made me very annoyed.

So this is how it all went down...

The Surreal life cast was making brownies for all of their neighbors and one of the neighbor ladies didn't want anything to do with them and shut the down in their faces. I admit it was very rude of her to do and uncalled for. But Vanilla's reaction to it was over the top. He was so angry at the lady and then he went into this whole rant about how for so many years he was portrayed a certain way and how he's been trying so hard to get away from the baggy pant, big haired Vanilla Ice image. And how when Jim Carey mimicked him on Saturday Night Live it made him want to kill himself and all this crap. Well first of all it's plain to see Ice is a lunatic and needs seriously mental help but secondly he made me very annoyed. He acted like he is the only one in the world ever to be falsely labeled and he acted like no one else could understand. I HATE it when famous people are like the world hates me, I'm so unhappy and all that crap. I bet Ice doesn't even realize that EVERYONE at one time or another is labeled. I mean look at High Schoolers. There are the "jocks" who are thought of as brainless, the kids with brains who are thought of as the "nerds", the "cheerleaders" who are thought of as sluts, the poor kids in band who are always picked on as being "band geeks". All those kids have to live 4 years of their lives with those titles. No matter what they do it's almost impossible to re-invent yourself or at least re-invent the idea of who you are, while still being in High School. I know what you are thinking, being famous is a whole lot different than just being a High Schooler. But when you think about it, it's almost the same. Sure when you are famous you have the "worlds" eyes on you but when you are a High Schooler, school is your world. I think Vanilla Ice should be grateful that he got the chance to do something he loved even if his image was false and not to mention being payed millions of dollars while he was at it! Also I think he needs to gain a little self- confidence and rise above what people say or think about him.

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 04:37:50 GMT

It's so very gratifying to work at something for such a long time and finally see results. =)

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 05:16:28 GMT

Je puits n'ont pas employé mes qualifications françaises pendant un certain temps. Je dois le garder vers le haut ainsi je n'oublie pas tout que j'ai appris en trois années où je l'ai pris. En outre je voudrais dire qu'étant une fille est la chose la plus impressionnante au monde!! N'importe quelle fille qui ne pense pas ainsi devrait être giflée!

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 00:32:20 GMT

"As I sit and remember a time when I never knew how much time there was. I sit and think about a place where the people always stuck out like sore thumbs.
It was then when I knew that life will never be the same as it often was before.
I knew something would be different, I would be changed, more than I often had before.
The prospect of this never scared me nor did it waver this feeling I have never felt before.
It stayed with me, a long time with me until I didn't feel it anymore."

Why I hate certain TV shows.

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 06:09:20 GMT

I was watching "America's Next Top Model" on UPN and by the end of the show I wanted to strangle someone. I find it so ridiculous that you can be first ridiculed for your beliefs on national television and then eliminated off of a show all because you refused to get naked for a photo shoot. I can't imagine what the world is coming to when stations will air shows that openly mock you for having any morals what so ever and then roll their eyes defiantly when you claim that you just want to be "Christ-like". In the same sense I think it's ludicrous to try to take away your freedom of religion and hold it against you. I don't see Tyra Banks or any of the other brainless judges holding a persons race against them and eliminating them off of the show. Of course not, that would be taboo in the society of today. But yet it's okay and perfectly justifiable to deny someone an opportunity because they will not bare their skin, knowing fully that this woman has a husband and child at home and she doesn't want to do anything to jeopardize their relationship nor the relationship and commitment she has made with God.

Another thing that I find equally disturbing is that a woman who is 5'9 and weighs 130 pounds qualifies as a plus sized model. Weighing that little and at that height is already on the edge of being unhealthy. I know it's not breaking news that models are way too skinny. But still to tell a girl who is this time 5'10 and 130 pounds that she is on the verge of being a plus sized model and needs to either gain or lose weight is sickening. Why would you air a show that obviously encourages anorexia.

So basically I can't stand that show. I didn't think I would like it that much in the first place seeing as it's all about the outside of a person. And that person doesn't even have to be pretty, as is proven with the girls selected on the show, because they are going to air brush the pictures to perfection anyways. It really makes me mad when a persons' corrupted view points (the judges) are displayed on television for the world to see. Especially to young malleable girls.

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 03:13:51 GMT

Top 6 Things I miss about Florida...

6. Vanilla shakes from Steak N' Shake.
5. The beach
4. Tank top weather year round
3. Living in a town... NOT 40 minutes outside of one.
2. My Church and ALL the people I've known there since I was two!!!
1. My friends whom I love dearly!! =)